Rough day.
I feel so down, like someone threw a weight on my chest and won’t pick it back off. I guess I’m thinking too much, I usually do, but I feel like I’m always the bad guy. I’m always cast in the role of villain and I try so hard not to be. I’m not a bad person: I’m realistic.
I wish more people would understand that. I don’t doublespeak if I can avoid it, and I try to communicate as clearly as possible. If this is mistaken for something else, then I am no more guilty than anyone else.
People make assumptions about everything - pretend they know you, and they don’t even know half of it. If only I were interested in sharing it. Maybe then someone would fully understand.
I’m not mean. I’m not stupid. I’m not…